Leave or Love?

I'm doing what you asked! 

I'm doing what you told..

I try to show you that I'm happy... but my heart is freezing cold. 

I gave you a chance! 

My whole body aches for you to take it. 

It hurts too much to even watch you dance.

I think it's ironic. 

That this is me now. 

Begging for you like mountains beg for titonics. 

The past two years were just a game. 

Why'd you play? I never did. 

The fact that you did is just a shame. 

You can't win against yourself. 

Unless me losing was the goal. 

But why play me? Why not anyone else?

I wish I could run up to you and change your feelings. 

Your thoughts. 

Your mind. 

I wish I could tell you I'm still right here. 

I wish you would fight for me like I am for you. 

Time is running out. I can't wait for nothing forever. 

And I'm good at packing my things and moving on. 

Hopefully next place is somewhere I can be happy. 

And where losers like me, can win games.