My rant on Valentines Day

Valentines day is all about affection and love connection right? 

Mmm. Think again. 

You know the girls that have like 10 thousand boys stumbling for them? And on that 14th day of febuary they're walking the halls with 7 balloons 2 stuffed animals and a new necklace. They come up to you like, oh hey! What'd you get? Oh wait...

And you think "get the f*** out."

 Such a loving holiday- isn't it? 

What's funny is the girls that have the good valentines days are the ones that brag about it. 

But what about the boys? 

Why dont girls ever get them stuff? 

And I mean it must be pretty nerve wracking to go up to a girl with a valentine card or something. 

And let's face it, every girl wants a rose with a letter on their doorstep. 

And I'm sorry to break it to you but- don't count on it. 

And no you're not ugly. Or not an awesome person. 

Your just not one of the girls that do anything for guys attention. 

I mean, I don't hate this holiday. 

But I don't like it. 

It's not because I'm single this season. 

Or because I haven't had an actually good valentines day before.

But because all it does is destroy girls confidence. 

And boys too. 

It does more wrong then good. 

So maybe this month lets all show some love. 

In the right way. 

 

I hate love poems.

I've never really been in love. 

I don't know if its because I'm young or if I just haven't found the "one"

But is it possible to be in love with more than one? 

Or to never find one at all? 

What if this feeling is so different- I don't know what to do? 

Because I've never really been in love,

But I know I've always wanted to. 

I want the feeling of slow dancing under a bridge. 

I want the feeling of smiling even though there isn't a reason. 

I want this feeling I've only seen in movies

I just want this feeling in me, not them. 

I've never really been in love. 

But does anybody even realize when?

I don't get this roller coaster love puts you through..

I've never really been in love. 

I just know- I've always wanted to. 

My very own grocery store

Im starving today. 

Im scouring through the piles upon piles of the worlds isles to find that one piece of sensation that I crave. 

I have a hunger for something I've never tasted before. 

I have a hunger for something so satisfying my world melts at the thought of it. 

The smell of it. 

The sight of it. 

I can almost taste the bittersweet shock on my ever so thankful taste buds. 

My taste buds never have that buffet of variety like they used to.   

I've already forgotten the differences of my favorite tastes. 

I dont care how delicious anymore, I'm just starving. 

I'm starving today. 

I miss the cove.

Remember our cove?

I miss it like the sweet sun misses the moon in the morning time. 

I miss it like your coffee misses your smiling lips. 

I miss it like i miss the way you used to laugh at my jokes as if they were actually jokes. 

I miss the way you used to laugh and how I couldn't ever stop. 

I miss the cove we sat in and talked for hours in. 

I miss the cove we'd relax in until even our eyes were silent. 

The cove that we found on that adventurous windy day. 

I miss the cove that started that first kiss. 

I miss us being there. In that cove. 

I just miss you. 

Now that your starting to talk to me,

I don't know what to do. 

Because I just, miss you.